The beginning of Insanity

Everything has a beginning...lol...even the public display of ones insanity or mediocrity...whichever applies. A random collection of thoughts....obvious,ridiculous,chimerical or didactic ... this is for my satisfaction alone ..like writing on a wall.....or like kicking in the air when u are mad....no.. maybe like the times you talk and shout to yourself, when multitudes of thoughts cloud your mind, your heart wells up god knows why to express - to pen down something , or talk to somebody about all the random thoughts in your mind - architecture or philosophy or whatever.Well in the absence of the latter(the person to talk to), i write. Maybe its not the absence - maybe there is just no other way to communicate to yourself. Anyway.... I think some people are destined to have these absolutely meaningless thoughts, these changes in flux of the mind, these colossal wastage of time thinking things that have no purpose. Yet that is the way some are made, and those thoughts have to be let off, like steam of a pressure cooker - to use a very indian metaphor.....so as far as I am concerned , let the steam off, why give a damn what its for or how it sounds.